To lose myself in empty space and never return. The idea is to tranquilize dread. The dread I feel in my present life. The need to abandon the people I know( or don't) for the arrival of new hours elsewhere. And then, when I begin to smile at faces, leave again, because nothing offered is eternal.
I could live on the periphery. Denounce theory and profundity; live a strict material life, exist in superficially relevant terms.
