Jun 19, 2010

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The sophistication aroused suspicion in the village. Her shoes had withstood the perils of high altitude terrain, snow and the loneliness of depopulated regions. Members of the village sought to project a spirit of indifference, contrary to their communal tendencies, with the hope that her presence would signify no great alteration to the daily cares of wives, husbands, and children. The tactic produced success for the first week.

What she didn't know she compensated with a smile. Those who approached her, the intrepid ones, decried the traditional ideology of elders, which instantly positioned them in the candidacy for favorites to-be. She congregated with mentalities that inspired rebellion. Together, they recounted stories, criticisms and untimely victories. She understood the discrepancy between age and experience.

My name is Elena Franco. When I was 6 or 7 years old, I wanted to be a meat butcher. My mother is a possessive woman. My father is a mystery. I go to school in the city and my classmates are neanderthals. What I prefer at the moment is to live unsupervised until tomorrow or the next day, if possible. My window is open, and I can hear poor attempts to modify noise into music. Close my window, I would like to be left alone.

I hated my aunt, which meant the love for my mother increased each time ugly parts of her personality emerged during revelatory moments. I never envied the world of adults. I only loved my mom. She was the justice of peace, my protector from evil, a conglomerate of pleasing qualities in one person.

It would be unfair to discredit her efforts at a decent hospitality. She's my only aunt, after all. But, truthfully speaking, I would have rather slept with the dog in the garage.

I left on my birthday because birthdays are permission for festive celebrations. But my vacation to the high plain horrified everyone. My aunt demanded family discretion over my mood swings, which I considered criminally manic. In retrospect, I internalized a lot of the grief I skipped from having to immediately experience. During the time I lived inside my aunt's precarious dungeon, I traveled incessantly.